jealousy

Hey Hey Hey, yay my first (uno) blog post.


Truthfully i (eye) just got jealous of my awesomely cool (Casper) friend and decided to copy him and create my own blog. Hope you dont mind Ness. But you seriously didn't expect me to read your blog and not have anything for you to read of mine.. did you? lol jk

friends blog url: http://nessdan.blogspot.com/



Just a heads up for people reading this. These blogs are gonna be random like talking about why milk is white and not green lol and maybe if I'm feeling emo enough ill talk about how i'm feeling. Like today for example.



A little info about me.. first

grew up in a bad neighborhood

was a bad kid.. teen

offered god in my life

got better

really nice person

I'm sometimes impatient and annoying.. lol

caring friend... generally nice.

Ne ways... as i was saying so today idky but i felt really different i didn't want to be nice. I felt like i had a beast in me (my friends say I'm superman :] ne ways..) i wanted to shred (beat, totally destroy) someone apart. I felt like i wanted to literally go on a rampage and start trouble for nothing. But i didn't do that because I'm just not like that. But i really felt like just standing on a mountain and shouting my head off and listening to some extremely hardcore screamo. i hate my zune (the songs on it... not the actual zune) i got to many soft songs on it (was love sick for awhile lawl... still might be who knows... who cares? no seriously who? lol). So ya.. that's how i felt today.. but i felt better after i saw my friends.. but got sad again because one of my friends looked down, and so ya.. i hate it when someone i feel really close to is sad.. makes me sad to. but I'm there for them :) well its late (last checked 3:06 am) gotta get going to bed. Sorry my blogs are boring.. hopefully ill get really good and sound a little interesting.. but tell then muhahaha suffer the non uberness of my dreadfully boring structured blog... nite nite.. ZZZzzzz..zz..z....